Lack of calmness, unnecessary reactions, hatred, revenge...
More and more I find myself compelled to act on them... It's like I'm not in control of my actions anymore...like I have another personality that drives me to do things that I once ignored or simply didn't find the reason or purpose in doing... It's slowly changing the way I think, act, behave...it's killing me and replacing me....
Or is it evolving...is it turning me into something better? I have no remorse for my actions anymore, I feel no pity, no sadness, no nothing...not even love...do I need love?... I think not... What did love ever do for us besides bringing suffering in th